I cannot see the nearly black trunk and branches
of the trees yet. I know they are there in my front
yard, on the hillsides. Know the winter solstice
is over. Know the trees have heard the whisper
of winter entering time and know the whisper
of its departure the heartwood of each tree
has memorized. I cast my restlessness to them
like prayers in a sanctuary where miracles occur.
I have no doubt they will be answered just not
immediately. We both know the nature of prayers,
how long it takes for them to penetrate, how long
it takes for the first leaves of spring to show.
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Monday, January 1, 2024
Winter Entering Time
Thursday, November 16, 2023
Shh, Shh, Shh
The ghosts appeared as they do
whenever I go to the woods –
Mom and Dad, grandparents,
aunts and uncles, a brother-in-law,
friends, deer, bear, turkey, Europens
and Natives. All the way back
to that near murder called a sacrifice.
Then back to Abel. It’s part of the price I
pay to enter the woods, a jug of wine
to Charon for their brief reprieve.
They don’t talk much or maybe I don’t.
It’s as if the limitations of words are
finally accepted; there is something
in their presence that gives a curious
hope I have never been able to name,
the way holding a crying baby next
to you, rocking softly, whispering,
“shh, shh, shh” calms the child
and you. I often forget I’ve gone to the woods
to hunt being haunted by those presences
holding me next to them.
-Byron Hoot
Thursday, November 9, 2023
Not Like Any Other
It is Sunday morning. I am driving from
The Laurel Highlands through Ligonier
through Derry through Blairsville past
Homer City past Indiana to south
of Punxsutawney to home. A little under
two hours. My processional, my hymn,
my prayer, my offering, my sermon, communion,
benediction, recessional. There’s little traffic
as if this morning retains some vestiges
of worship, some sacred, holy scent falling,
rising in the air. It may edge beyond noon.
Perhaps to the border of Monday. Perhaps
longer if this unhurried time can be remembered.
It’s as if everyone knows it’s Sunday morning
on these Pennsylvania secondary roads,
villages, towns, hillsides and fields. Every act
a promise kept without any promise being made.
I got home and entered that sanctuary, the fallen
leaves off my porch like fallen prayers to be answered.
Wednesday, November 1, 2023
Dance Instructor
The black bear was teaching me his dance:
standing on his hind legs,
right foot right, then left, left,
forewards, backwards,
shoulders hunched,
forelegs like arms extended,
claws showing, a huff,
a show of teeth all kept
in rhythm by the drummer
and the bear said to me,
“Now you. Just remember
when you were a bear.”
He started to hum,
Friday, October 13, 2023
The Wait
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of waiting, how much of my life
is taken by it. How here in the woods
to wait is to hunt and even moving
holds a cautious movement as the ground
holds fallen leaf covered trees, grapevines,
branches, rocks. Every step a careful waltz
putting me nowhere but where I am.
How if deer appear or not, the sensation
of being where I am is a sacrament.
It enters the blood, that sense of the wild
where now is an eternity and a dance. Now
split like a piece of wood revealing the nature
of the grain, which way it goes, how to go with it.
-Byron Hoot
Wednesday, October 4, 2023
The Return
The mists rose from patches of pines
like prayer incense rising, disappearing
as words thinned and the burden
of the prayers dissolved until there
was only the scent of pine and the air
was cleared for response. It took all
day for the answers to appear. Hours
of driving in the congestion of speed
and slow downs, of cars and trucks
and semis feet from front and back
bumpers and then that thinned some
two hours from home as I drove west
into the grandeur of the sunset –
mauve clouds with gray underlings,
pink patches mixed with wisps
of white, the sun slipping behind
the clouds in that evening glow of gold
and felt the answers to the unspeakable
morning prayers and knew I’d soon be home.
-Byron Hoot
Sunday, October 1, 2023
Marienstadt
That’s what they named it
German Catholics
Promised land that was fertile
Green
Farmland
A place as beautiful and welcoming as their homeland
Instead they found massive hemlocks and white pine
Dense
Dark
Uninhabitable
Unforgiving
But they stayed
Built a church
A brewery
And eventually discovered their future
In carbon
The people of Marienstadt measured time by the church bells
And the factory whistle
They built tidy houses
And proclaimed that it was
A good life
The little boy was called to the fence that separated
His grandfather’s store
From the factory
Dollars for lunch for these men
He ran back to fetch them food
Years later he
Stood in that place
on Christmas Eve
The store long gone
The factory, mostly empty
And watched the wind carry snow
across the cracked pavement,
Bend the tall grass
that hid the abandoned railroad tracks
He remembered
his grandmother’s rooms on the second floor
And his mother
sitting on the porch,
a beautiful bird perched on her shoulder
By Bekki Titchner
Wednesday, September 27, 2023
The Affect
There is a destination to arrive at on Thursday
and that affects what I will do today.
The argument could be made there’s always
a destination affecting today.
And that would be true, perhaps even right
the way a stride demands two steps
going in the same direction. The car is clean,
filled up with gas. The packing waiting
for me and the list in my mind to be checked off
when I put the duffel bag in the car.
I’m thinking about what time to leave,
how far I want to drive, the finishing off
of the trip after a night in some motel
with no reservation made. I have not been
where I’m going for a long time; there are
few returns I make – today turning into
tomorrow enough of a return for me.
I am almost ready to leave.
-Byron Hoot
Friday, September 22, 2023
And Still
Friday, August 25, 2023
A Tale
It’s 9:30. My car and another
in the parking lot. Someone
with a cell phone on, that light
not reaching that face. One, two
cars on the street. The stop lights
and their dogged rhythm and my
obedience to them when the sign
No Turn On Red means nothing.
I wait for the green light. The near
empty road out of town,
the lights receding in the rearview
mirrors and one Amish
buggy going my way I slow down
to pass. Then turn off onto an unmarked
road with fields of corn and soy beans
and woods at the edge of the road
watching for deer and bear.
My lights strike one of those yellow
signs with the symbol of a curve
and the bright reflection blinding me
for a second or two as I hold the steering wheel,
feel the tires on the road, remember where
I am until the blindness passes.
I am struck by that moment of faith I
had to take. Disconcerted trying to
recall how many times I’ve had
to hold on not seeing where I was
going yet not driving off the road,
the one in front of me,
the one inside me, the one taking me home.
-Byron Hoot
Friday, August 11, 2023
That Echo
I am listening so I know where to look
when I hear that seductive language
of surrendering in victory of what
is unknown inviting me to know
that outpouring of the cornucopia
of experience that turns my ignorance
into knowledge, the delight of knowing
something new. Almost always
it’s a voice that turns my eyes, my heart
and soul, that joins the human and divine
reminding me I am of that mixed blood
of time and eternity. It may be that God
breathed life into Adam but it wasn’t
until Adam spoke that God knew Adam was
alive – I seek that golden echo.
-Byron Hoot
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